aku bingongggg... :(

aku rasa marah!!!!!!sebeeeeel banget..adoohh..why should i feel lyke this..common..aku rasa ku lmk don't feel lyke this..put a blame on me..just think lyke wat u think about me..selagi ada TUHAN i don't care wat u wanna think about me because God is always on the right side..susah idup lam duniaa..da2 jawk probs..huh!

new life.. :)

adooohh..lelah2..lelah ngn idup as teen towk baa..tooooo muchh probs and watsoever thingss...alahaaii..bila gk mok mrasa idup hepi n bahagia towk..smpey ku matyy pon lom tauk gk bahagia ka x idup ku towk..huhu!but its okay..life must goes on baa..God always with us bia bpa banyak probs dtg mlanda.. :) as long ku da family and kawan2 nok setia ngan aku..they give me strength.. apooo!cuty dah datang aeyy..pa plan ku ow 4 dis holiday?i wan to go to miwie as soon as possible..mok tenangkn palak otak nok berat glak3 ngn probs towk aeyy..p ku mok join group carolling wak at da same time..adoohh2..p ku xmok wak stay kt 'sri aman' time cuty towk..aieee..yg mana satu harus ku pilih????waa~ bengong bak kata ckgu bm aku.. :D

dadadaa~ :)

oww..im trying my best to study addmath but why i still don't understand what i've read??arrgghh..!ku xpaham aeyy..mntak maap bnyak2 ngn ckgu addmath kuu..ku xpat score addmath..ahahaha!gonna try my best for my addmath paper tomorrow..daaaa! :)

currently my fav song p xtauk tajok..huuu.. ;)

Ku kan semuanya untukmu
Untuk dirimu yang ku cintai
Hanyalah dirimu
Yang ku inginkan
Dalam hidupku

Ku akan selalu mencintaimu
Dan akan selalu mengharapkanmu
Mengertilah kasih
Semua rasa di hati
Hanya untukmu

Ku akan selalu mencintaimu
Dan akan selalu mengharapkanmu
Mengertilah kasih
Semua rasa di hati
Hanya untukmu

Andai kau bisa mengerti
Andai kau bisa fahami
Apa maksudku
Yang telah ku berikan
Andai kau bisa

Ku akan selalu mencintaimu
Dan akan selalu mengharapkanmu
Mengertilah kasih
Semua rasa di hati
Hanya untukmu

berita hari ini.. :)

well...i'm not so sure what i'm going to write but i feel like i'm kinda bored rite now..lmk xupdate blog towk kowh..huh!esok ku mok molah cuti umum for myself lowk..cuti nok dpolah dikpun..aha!xda paper bha exam sok so mok elek2 d'umah jawk..malas mok pegi skewl aiehh..better memerap dirik d'umah jawk..mok cita sal pa ku polah d'skewl hrtOwk..mekowg exam tewk aieehh..sit for my english paper and my eco paper..waaaa....saya hampir2 titak sempat mok siapkan english paper 1 saya maaa...so nervous deyh tme ya tewk...dahla xda idea gk mok molah essay..aha!stress glak d'tnyak2 genk2 dakney mok translate word from bm to english..tpksa wak jadik dictionary bgerak ku hrtOwk d'skewl tewk..xmok genk2 kecik aty mun xnolong daknya..huhu!k lha..smpey towk jak coretan utk hari ini..aku ketandusan idea haa....aha!juz ku harap2 paper english ku xgagal jawk eyhss..ehe! :P

kaulah segalanya, TUHAN.. :)

Kau bapa yang mengasihiku,
Kuasa-Mu memulihkanku,
Hati yang baru Kau berikan,
Untukku dapat melihat.

Rencana-Mu indah bagiku,
Kau ada di setiap jalanku,
Hatiku haus dan lapar,
akan Engkau..

Kaulah segalanya,
di dalam hidupku,
Kerajaan-Mu, kebenaran-Mu, itu bagianku,
Kaulah yang kupandang,
selama hidupku,
Mengasihi-Mu, memuliakan-Mu, bapa dan rajaku...

how to get over your EX boyfriend..i'm just trying to help others that had a BROKEN HEART.. :DD

this are the steps that we need to do when we're trying our best to forget someone that we really, really, really love but our relationship had over. there's are 3 things we need to do; ACCEPT, LET GO AND MOVE ON. I ADMIT, it is easier said than done, right? but we have to move on with our own life. this is very challenging to me but i also trying my best to let go..so good luck to all of you friends!! :DD

THINGS YOU'LL NEED :

1. GOOD FRIENDS


2. SAFE GUYS


3. SCHOOL OR WORK HOURS


4. SELF-CONFIDENCE


5. DETERMINATION

STEP BY STEP INSTRUCTIONS

• STEP 1 - there he is, just close to you.. yet so far. Face it, you got to get over him. Surround yourself with your close, good, best friends who will support you with moving on with this guy. Or should i say, the loser who's so damn blind?? Surround yourself with a supporting family as well. Both of them will tell you repeatedly, " There are so many guys out there." Realize that, that is so damn true. He's not the only fish in the sea, you know.


• STEP 2 - go out and have fun..! Don't afraid to talk to guys. Be safe about this of course. Venture out and get to know new and old guys that you probably ignored. Don't expect, but realize that there's so many possibilities.


• STEP 3 - stop listening to sad and love songs for a while. This time, it won't inspire you. It might just break you down even more.


• STEP 4 - now its time to make a list. write down all the negative things about that guy. Yes, its wrong to only focus on negative aspect but honestly you've committed to saying ONLY positive things the entire time you liked the guy. It's time to say the negatives. FACE them. You know you want to.


• STEP 5 - if possible, have a last conversation with that guy. This is not torture. This will simply act as a closure for you. For you to finally let it go. You can choose to write a letter, email, call or in person. Whatever your choice, the important things you have to say : 1. YOUR FEELING TO HIM BEFORE, BEFORE, BEFORE. Opening up to the guy will make you feel secured and more confident about yourself. :)


• STEP 6 - realize that most of the time, the guy isn't a fault. He doesn't really mean to hurt you.


• STEP 7 - STOP HOPING and WISHING for a phone call and hear his voice. HE WON'T CALL... and you won't call either. STOP HOPING for a Facebook, Friendster and Myspace message from him. He won't do that either. Just stop.


• STEP 8 - don't force a wonderful friendship on him. It will make you fall harder. Be patient and take time to move on. When you know you're OVER him, then thats when you can have a conversations with him again.


• STEP 9 - it takes time and patience and self-control. You also need to have confidence in yourself that you are a beautiful person inside and out. You also need to believe that there is someone out there who is out there for you, also waiting.

i believed.. :((

tell me whats it gonna be this time

say that i was just a fool to believe

you were mine

cannot imagine life without you by my side

and its killing my heart

cause i wish i knew why

why would you do me this way

when i love you baby

i believed what you said

but love doesn't have a meaning

when you hurt me so bad

just threw it all away

you knew i was scared

to once more that you give that to close to me

despite what you did

i believed

you said it was gonna be real for this time

you said you were gonna make it up to me

and everything will be fine

never thought that i would have to let you go this way

shouldh've followed my heart

but i fell for the game

life just will not be the same

without you baby

now what do i say

it was you

you that made the choice to walk away

but now

love will come my way again

i don't wanna hear your sorry

cause you know we've reached the end...

4 someone special..huhuhu! :(

katakan ini hanyalah mimpi

yang seharusnya tak kau katakan

bagaikan petir disiang hari

menghangguskan aku

selamat tinggal kekasih

selamat tinggal sayangku

kekasih terbaik yang pernah singgah dihatiku

semua kulakukan kerna sayangku

ternyata kau salah menilai

jangan pernah kembali duhai sayangku

jikalau aku selalu menghambat langkahmu

p/s: whatever happen, i'll always remember u..thnks 4 everything.... :(